BEAUTIFUL DISASTER

random stuff

2012-01-31T22:25:00.000-08:00

It's funny how you cant avoid stuff that you want to avoid. Some things are just inevitable. It's not like she does it on purpose, just that sometimes there's that vibe she gets. Somehow she can't get away. Maybe she could, for a while, but no matter what she'll end up being back where she does not want to be. She does not want to care about what others might think of her but again everything she does she'll second guess and worry about others and their thoughts. That's just the way she is.

I am not talking bout anyone nor myself. this is just some random stuffs that went through my head. Too much TV and novels. gahh

CHEERS TO A NEW SEMESTER

2012-01-31T02:25:00.000-08:00

HELLO EARTHLINKS

haven't been in the mood for updating for a long time. but then since it's a new semester might as well blog about everything this sem.

Firstly let me talk bout my semester break, it was fun and relaxing. I didnt need to think bout studies and all.Got to sleep on my precious bed! Went crazy over one direction. still am btw. where can you find 5 pretty boys in a band. only in one direction (for me that is). Got to spend time with my family and friends. Technically i enjoyed myself. enjoyed so much that i gained weight. Left KK on saturday (28january)

Anyhow, classes for the semester started yesterday. AND GUESS WHAT! I HAVE THE FLU! yes apparently flu loves attacking me. my nose is just to sensitive to dust. So far classes for this sem is not all that good. maybe it's cause of my flu. Hopin the flu will be totally gone by tomorrow. I've been riding solo for classes. It's not that i purposely want to but again maybe it's cause of the flu perhaps? I AM HOPING FOR A GREAT SEMESTER. finger crossed

current favourite! :)

xoxo more updates next time

CHEERS TO A KICKASS 2012

2011-12-31T04:56:00.000-08:00

It's new year's eve! what does that mean? Get plenty of sleep cause we're gonna party till next year! Well that's the normal feeling I usually have every year as I remembered. There was NOT one year where I had no party to go to. Sadly this year the chain breaks, no dress up, no make ups, just plain ordinary. The worst part is, I had an exam earlier just now. Who wants exam on new year's eve right!

Oh yeah, my previous post I wrote about what this year thought me. I forgot to add in another lesson. This year thought me to face another fear of mine. Last year I faced my fear of 'jambatan gantung.' Well this year, I had to face cockroaches. I hate those crawling things. Even looking at it gives me the chills. Today, on new year's eve I KILLED A COCKROACH!(for the 4th time since I entered uniten) I EVEN TOUCHED IT! (half asleep that is) I was asleep when it crawled on my leg. I just took it and threw it without thinking what it was since I was asleep at that time. Only after I threw it then I thought what it was. I had a war with it for about 30 minutes cause it was plating hide and seek. At last I KILLED IT! That just made my new year's eve. I used to be terrified when I see it, now I can't stop trying to kill it till it is DEAD

In few hours we're saying goodbye to 2011 and hello to 2012. Before the year ends, we should take a moment to reflect back on the year.
Before we pop the champagne and celebrate the new year, stop and reflect on the year that has gone by. Remember both our triumphs and our missteps, our promises made and broken. The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures or closed ourselves down for fear of getting hurt cause that is what new years is all about- getting another chance. A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more. And stop worrying about what if and start embracing what would be. Let's remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other, not just tonight but all year long - Claire Morgan/Hilary Swank , New Year's Eve

CHEERS TO A NEW YEAR!

2012 COME HIT ME!

XOXO WITH LOVE

NEW YEAR ; NEW CHAPTER

2011-12-30T05:58:00.000-08:00

3 DOWN 2 TO GO! gotta work on 2012's resolution! will post it up tomorrow.

HELLO EARTHLINKS

there's about 26+ more hours in 2011. though I still have a paper tomorrow but here I am, in front of my laptop, looking through photos tagged in facebook over the whole year and thinking back what has changed through out the year.

MUSICAL DAY

This year has thought me to be brave to put myself out there and do something out of my comfort zone, for example the musical I got myself into here in uni. That was a major step up for me cause normally I don't like being on stage with all eyes looking and stuff. and in that musical I had to dance. Knowing myself, I have two LEFT feet. I suck in dancing, even back in high school my friends asked me to dance, I never joined them. so yeah, the musical was something different for me but it was one hell of an experience. It was EPICAL. among the best memories this year. something I'll always remember.

This year also thought me to eat always, I mean regularly. Back in my first semester I normally skipped meals and because of that I always had gastric and gotten sick easily. No joke. I had gastric like real bad once that I ended up vomiting water. and I think every month in that semester, there would be a time where I got the flu. But then this sem, which is my second sem btw, I ate regularly. Thank goodness i barely get gastric and to date I think I've only gotten real sick twice. so yeah, lesson learnt.

Sometimes in life we meet people we don't like, but then again we have to tolerate with them. In the beginning we might be able to tolerate, but after sometime you'll get tired of tolerating. This is the exact feeling I felt. I'm normally very neutral. Even if I don't like you I'll still tolerate with you. I won't go around hating you or something. But once you've reach my limit then there's that 'I don't wanna be around you' feeling. you know once you dislike someone, everything they do will be annoying. so yeah. but i'm still hanging on

No matter how someone you love hurt you, you still have to forgive them. or at least, learn to forgive them in time. one thing I've learnt this year.

To date the best classmates ever

I also made a hell lot of new friends this year. Though some of them I still don't remember their name. Sorry guys

csg

musical people

Palani ♥ The one that always make me smile

Till the next update xx

HAZEL

SAYONARA 2011

2011-12-26T03:25:00.000-08:00

And so, I created a blog.

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE WORLD. I'm not new to this blogging thing. I had a blog before this but i deleted it cause i was to lazy to update it. Now i have decided to start blogging again. (Y)

It is the final week of 2011 and my finals starts on wednesday. No I am NOT prepared. I am gonna kill em brain cells studyin for the next few days till finals are over.

Okay, since it is the final week of 2011, I'll just sum up how my year went.so here it goes.

2011 was a bitter-sweet year for me. It started off quite boring/dull cause I was on a holiday since I just finished my SPM. I had nothing to do. Then the end of January came, left for KL for a month. Spent the whole February in KL.I even got to work part-time and went to some international schools. February was a good month for me. Then came March and I went back to KK. It was the month when my SPM results came out. Wasn't satisfied with it but heck, I did my best, what's done is done so yeah. Did my uni application for few universities and i waited patiently for replies. Early April, my parents and I went to KL again. this time my parents stayed for 5 days while I planned to stay for about 3 weeks. But then, UNITEN offered me the course I wanted and the registration date was 2 days away from the date I was suppose to go back to KK. Instead of going back, I just stayed in KL. 30th April, The day I registered in UNITEN. Went through a week of orientation then classes started. My first semester was good, nothing much happened in that 4 months. First time sitting for finals in uni was rather terrifying in a way but i got through it. And then came the sem-break which passed real quick, maybe cause I got myself busy. I GOT MYSELF INTO A MUSICAL! Yeah maybe it's not something big but for me, a person who doesn't really get involve in things like this, it was something big. It was to date, the BEST TIME OF MY LIFE. The intensive week, practices and to the real day. It was the HIGHLIGHT of my year. Then the musical ended and I had to focus back on my studies. Apparently, 2nd sem wasn't as fun as the 1st sem. I feel rather dead this sem. but one thing i enjoyed about this sem, I went out more often. but then again, the cash was flowing out like water. Now 2nd sem is ending and I'm facing my finals is in 2 days, I feel relief. but then again, i'm not ready for finals.

I can conclude my year(till today that is) it was an O-K-A-Y year. Had to face some obstacles along the way but with the guidance of the Lord, I was able to take everything and go on.

So yeah, that's practically the shortest way to sum up my year.

Anyhow, it's getting late and I really need to study. So I will update again when i get the chance. but if i dont,

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

XOXO;WITH LOVE

HAZEL